urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aimanh aimanh aimanh 2005-06-21T06:40:05Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aimanh:1435 2005-06-21T06:40:05Z 2005-06-21T06:40:05Z Chingy - One Call Away To all eager readers out there.....a thousand apologies for the recurring late updates of my journal.<br /><br />I'm currently finishing my holidays in my hometown of Terengganu. My heart aches as I have to leave for the capital tomorrow. I don't want to leave if I can. But, there are more important things in life that I must pursue and complete. <br /><br />I am however already looking forward to returning here again in 6 months time with the hope to stay longer than I have this time around. <br /><br />My heart aches to leave all my loved ones behind...especially the new friends I've learned to get to know, care about and get along with.....you know who you guys are. I love you guys. <br /><br />This trip back to my home country have given me an encouraging amount of spiritual uplifting of a considerable level. It has also taught me how to let go of one person and gave me the courage and determination to pursue another. Be it a good or a bad outcome, I will always cherish my tireless and agonizing conquest.<br /><br />To my newfound friends : I pray that you all have good health, success and happiness always.<br /> Remember that I'll always love and appreciate each of you. <br /> You'll all be remembered in my times of joy and pain.<br /><br />Well, I end my entry here for now by wishing everyone best of luck in whatever they wish to pursue in life. ~~Adieu~~<br /><br />ps. Keep checking in for my philosophical theses. I'm currently working on some more interesting conclusions. TTFN (Ta Ta For Now). urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aimanh:1259 2005-05-18T03:41:30Z 2005-05-18T03:41:30Z All-4-One - I swear I have returned to only express the loneliness of my heart. A thousand apologies to readers who have been anticipating my return. I needed some very effective spiritual uplifting prior to this entry. The reason for my absence for so long is the separation between me and milady of the heart. I have been doing some soul searching in my time beginning the separation until today. Here I choose to tell the world what changes of the heart and mind I have produced from my soul searching tenure. <br /><br />I have found that being sulky for a long period of time over this relationship is not going to allow me to lighten my heart and open its door to other potential inhibitants. The best medicine to a broken heart award has been given to the reigning champion of all time : sense of humour. In my opinion, life without laughter is a life yearning to end in pain and agony. Laughter has formed pretty much a huge part of my life. Some things I say which I myself do not consider as funny is laughed at because to other people is funny. That bit of philosophy may have skipped the main topic of this entry but it has a huge contribution to relieve the burden of heaviness that my heart had to bear. <br /><br />[Enter ] : A new awakening in my thoughts one morning......<br /><br />I woke up on one fine Sunday morning to discover a change in my view of my own life at that present moment. I've finally told myself (though a little late) that I have to move on to find another lady of the heart to rid me of my unhappy moments caused by my previous relationship. My previous lady of the heart will always have a special place in my heart as I still have the sense of caring nature towards her well-being. The relationship may have not flourished as we had hoped it would, but a friendship still ties the bond between us. <br /><br />[ Exit left ] : All my negative thoughts of how I had hoped that I would not be given that share of happiness again. <br /> I have gotten rid of unhappy moments I have had with my previous relationships to avoid them from <br /> producing a dull and horrible person in me.<br /><br />[ Exit right ] : A new life has begun for me.......<br /><br />I have decided to make myself as useful and as productive as I can to ensure happiness in my next relationship with that potential lady of the heart. <br /><br />As quoted in one of Aretha Franklin's songs : A rose is still a rose....<br /> Baby girl you're still a flower....<br /><br />From the lines above, I have interpreted that only a beautiful lady with a good personality can brighten my heart again to a bright and cheerful future bearing in mind that happiness is the key to a successful relationship. <br /><br />I end this entry by hoping that I will find that rare fish in the sea and that white rose amongst the red ones.....the chosen one that will love and cherish me forever. And I will always be loyal, loving and caring towards her. <br /><br /> Lady of the heart...please light me a path to your kingdom for I will light a path to mine.<br /> And when our souls intertwine...true love blossoming is the gift divine. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aimanh:784 2005-03-31T02:01:43Z 2005-03-31T02:01:43Z az yet - inseparable lovers Here are some more of my self induced philosophy of the body language.<br /><br /><br />1) There are certain ways the eye communicates. When you look into a woman's shining eyes whatever colour they may be, the shine represents the future for the both of you. If the shine is clear, your future will be bright surrounded by happiness. If the shine is somewhat dim, a bleak future might be underway unless the bond is rekindled in some way.<br /><br />2) The way she strokes her hair could also mean something. It may read as how she wants to be touched by her lover. Slowly, gently but surely. The comfort and pleasure shown on her face while stroking her hair gives her lover an indication of how she would feel when touched that way.<br /><br />3) The overall woman's body are both philosophical and spiritually uplifting to her lover's every being. Touching it always result in an electrically charged friction which stimualtes evry nerve in her lover's body. Thus, results in her lover stimulating also the feeling of love and desire in undefined greatness for her.<br /><br />Some more work in progress at the moment. Meanwhile, just savour my words above with your own imaginations. May your lives be enriched post-reading these thoughts. Be back with more...til then take care and God bless. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aimanh:636 2005-03-27T00:36:15Z 2005-03-27T00:36:15Z Mario - Let me love you As promised, below is the poem I wrote to my girlfriend on Val's Day.<br /><br />MY LOVE<br /><br />Lost...<br />Was I looking for a direction<br />For one to show me love and affection<br />Longing for my heart to receive some attention<br />Without another's intervention<br /><br />February...<br />My heart and soul longed to return<br />With a fortnight to go days taking their turn<br />Sleepless nights my eyes would burn<br />To a place of awaiting love called Melbourne<br /><br />Tonight...<br />The moment finally arrived<br />My heart and soul suddenly revived<br />At long last the chance to survive<br />The place our meeting derived<br /><br />You...<br />Appeared before me with a smile<br />A remedy to a place in my heart that was once so vile<br />I knew then with loneliness I needed to reconcile<br />The words "I love you" was never meant to be volatile urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:aimanh:363 2005-03-23T02:29:43Z 2005-03-23T02:29:43Z 1) When a woman touches her lips to the rim of her glass, she interprets her first move to her lover's lips. If it's soft, it means she loves her partner with all her heart. If it's an aggressive move, she's obsessed with wanting to explore and ravage every physical being of her partner. <br /><br />2) When she's in love with her partner, the way she runs her fingers along his/her torso reflects how he/she has caressed her heart. Soft, gentle and loving.<br /><br />3) Her slender hour-glassbody reflects timely love, lust, exploration, beauty, peace and precision. Disaster and pain for the already attached. Hope, courage and optimism for the single and looking.<br /><br />4) Her smile speaks a million words. To plant the feeling of happiness and serenity to her partner's every being. Her partner's response of the same creates a higher chemistry reactivity between them that both would find security and comfort in. <br /><br />I'm currently working on more, keep checking in. I hope my thoughts could help improve the lives of others. Also coming soon, a poem I wrote to my girlfriend on Valentine's day (of whom I won't disclose any identity to).